Thursday, 18 October 2012

STUDENT SELF-EVALUATION FOR ADP PROJECTS



Name:  Anuja Shukla
Year of enrollment: 2012
Focus area/Program:  Aesthetics & Critical Studies
Program Advisor/ Mentor: Dr. Vasanthi Mariadass
  1. PROJECT TITLE: Why did you choose this project and what was involved in the decision making process?
TITLE: Memory Lab
My area of basic interest is storytelling and I felt by choosing memory lab I would be able to develop a connect between my stories and personal life. Also, it gave me all the freedom of playing around with different mediums, so I could explore more and broaden up my views. 
  1. SUBJECT: Reflect on the subject matter of your chosen project and the breadth of research that you have conducted on this subject?
We had three different movements for the memory lab. The first one included three steps to grow. In the first step, we had to pick out one instance as far back as we remembered and represent it. I took up a memory from my childhood explaining my obsession with butterflies and drew an illustration as well as attached a sound file to it. But I couldn’t conflate them together. Likewise the execution grew to a short animation and then a storybook with the steps. This first movement was a basic introduction as for how one deals with memories. I specially found the meditation before the exercise very fascinating. When we tried to delve deeper into the past taking control on the breathing, instances that I never remembered consciously began flashing by. Not that they were very significant or something but I was shocked I still had them somewhere in my mind. Also, they were so dear that they always made me sad afterwards.
The second movement included the subject of historicity, where taking up an ancestral object we had to relate it to our historicity. I decided to to take two objects, one of them being my music diary from my grandpa, second a book of Russian stories. These objects had to be displayed within a frame, so I decided on a biscope which would play a story based on the power of music. All except the mechanism of the biscope was fine. It was very labour intensive. The only way to see the working of a biscope was through the internet. I got lot of ideas from the audience as well. The third movement went quite slow as we were partners with students of URI. Also, they were photography students and me being miles away from it, it became quite difficult to conflate the project together. But towards the end we figured out ways. Again they were quite contrasting and this project was sort of a failure but taught me a lot. Only way to learn was through regular feedbacks from people around.
3) AIMS/OBJECTIVES/CONCEPTS: How and to what extent have you achieved the aim and objectives of the projects? Describe the main concepts driving the projects.
I could do the ideation well during the first movement but failed to push it forward. All my ideas assume a fullstop really soon and I need to work really hard on pushing them forward. especially during the last project, even though my partner and me were working on the same idea, the execution came out to be very different and it didn’t seem like a project done together.  Without the storybook, it would have been very difficult to even figure out who my partner was. I always wanted to work laterally on ideas and revolve around storytelling. I think metaphors are a really nice way to describe but at times it doesn’t work. Its good that I know my major drawback by now because of the feedbacks and crits.
  1. AUDIENCE: Are you addressing a specific audience with your work within these projects? For example, a specific community, your peers, members of your family, a corporation or business,educators, patients of a hospital department, government agencies?
No as of now there was no target audience. Though the work was mostly childish but it didn’t address only a particular group of audience.
5)FORM/MEDIUM/PRESENTATION: What are the forms and methods of presentation that you are working with? From the work you have done so far, have you gained any insights on your approach to making, doing and documenting?
My mediums were very distinct from one another all the three times and each time I learned where I lacked. The first one was a storybook and a puppet, which was simply kept on a table. I could have worked on the aura of my memory too, or could have taken forward that story from a story book to a performance may be.
In the second movement, the mechanism of the biscope was a major pain. I could use gears next time to make it efficient.
The third project didn’t show the collaboration that well. Also, the executing methods were very distinct. I need to communicate more often with not only the partner but faculties and peers.
  1. RESEARCH METHODS: What kind of research methods have you used to research the projects work in depth, and how has your research informed your process?
Mainly through the articles that we got to read and on the internet, the works that people have already done in this area, we got an idea about the thing. Since memory lab was open to all sorts of interpretations, the end products were very varied.
  1. REFERENCES: How useful were the references you explored so far- the artists, anthropologists, designers, writers or other practitioners? 
Reading their work gave me not only an idea of the thing but knowledge, that amazed us. For the last movement, we exchanged a few links and that helped us a lot in the process and execution.
  1. POSITION & RELATIONSHIP: How do you think your projects would function in, or be positioned to contribute to, similar contemporary fields of production?
Like I mentioned, they need a huge break out. I think the ideas could go but the execution should be done in decent manner. There are a thousand ways of representing ideas, even laterally and before giving in to one method, I should be able to choose the best from many.


At the exhibition
All the feedbacks only pointed out one major drawback regarding this maze, it was damn concrete for a dream. Even after creating a storybook for the directions and instances in the dream, it was clear as a maze but not a dream. Also, people find my work quite scared that assumes a fullstop really soon. I very much agree to this.

BACK TO THE START-lll


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This is what the final maze looked like with the girl trapped in between. to accompany the directions, there was a storybook with kayla's images and a few illustrations.

Tuesday, 2 October 2012

Back to the start-lll

 The coming movement is going to be a very exciting experience, as we are going to be partners with students at University of Rhode Island. My partner and me, have decided to explore dreams and hence the idea of timelessness, and fading memories, that have successfully built up a space in our subconscious (and not the conscious thankfully :x). Here we'd try to explore dreams as a whole through an example of one single dream and a memory. It will be interesting to see how our ideas come together!
http://lapsusmemoriae-kstamp.blogspot.in/

Tuesday, 4 September 2012


Back to the start-II

Its funny how things seem more ridiculous when we’re already through them. Even if someone has only joyous moments for memories, those are bound to make him and her sad.
REFUGE
For a major span of my pre-teenage as well as teenage, I had to be away from my parents & spend my time in solitude. And then I was captured by serious stuff like ‘boogie man’ and hideous monsters, sneaking under my bed, who then gradually grew up to be an auto-phobia. At that point I discovered this old fat book of Russian stories, belonging to my cousin to rescue my withdrawal. This book marks the generation of one of my greatest passions- storytelling. The 2nd object of refuge was music, which my parents considered to be a salient feature inherited from my grandfather. So, my archival object is my own voice and a music diary being a material form of what my grandfather gave me. Congealing these two things together, here I narrate a russian folk tale of ‘Ivanushka’s flute’, a boy passionate about music; through a biscope. Through the ‘frame’ of the peep-hole in the biscope, I intend the viewers to take a flight in the world of stories and music which constitutes a beautiful part of my memories.

Thursday, 9 August 2012

THE FIRST PACE






At NGMA, Bangalore

While Kinkar da’s paintings would include stout, heroic and dominating women, while that of Chughtai’s were delicate with elongated arms, fingers, eyes and body. They are based on romantic fantasies with a subtle yet bright color play with human figures similar to those of the Kangra paintings (as seen in ‘Radhika’ and ‘dream’). Being an artist of the 20th century from Pakistan, it is fascinating how he seems interested in subjects from Hindu Mythology.
On the other hand, Kinkar da recreated what he saw. He perceived women to be very commanding, purely visible in his works (‘Homeward taking cow and a calf’, ‘Harvester’) .In bold, dynamic and restless strokes, he would mostly portray his own observations from his family and surroundings.
And we started the same way…:)
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Back to the start

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Nothing as obstinate as one’s own past has so perpetually affected their decisions and choices for the present; as “past” is the proof of existing realities and present is the construction of non-existing one. Out of some significant excerpts from it, we selected one memory that deserved a physical state to be reliving again.
The first step- Selecting one out of the whole span of 21 years
My memory dealt with my mother’s ability of juggling multiple jobs at the same time exceedingly well. She would manage a promotion at work with the neatest home, yummiest food & respectable grades for us ;) . She would stitch me puppets & dresses for my dolls; yet somehow we would fail to appreciate her enthusiasm and at times ignore her concerns and hence our comfort due to those.
Next- Manifestation
So I decided to narrate this story in a metaphoric manner. Mother has been symbolized as an octopus, that could easily tackle multiple jobs on her ‘eight’ fingertips. Also each character has been portrayed relatively by a distinct allegory. I stitched a similar puppet from my childhood, fragrant of mom’s perfume that one could wear to narrate the story. Two round mirrors have been used in place of her eyes so that the viewers could see themselves in her ‘eyes’ hoping to revive their own naughty innocent memories…

The exhibition

The exhibition
Its feels wonderful when everyone in your surroundings has something to teach you and is being able to relate to you in some manner.

The Octopus and her daughter

The Octopus and her daughter
Far beyond the coniferous trees
ruffling around, with the gentle breeze
there lied a deep blue sea
as neat as neat could be
‘coz of a creature with great expertise…